I have frailties,
both in and out of the physical.
I have some
attributes most people don’t possess; and believe me, they’re not really
things to be proud of. They can’t be categorized as “special abilities”,
they’re just traits. However unusual some are, I’ve learned to live with them.
They are proof that certain things in life aren’t for me.
Flaws don’t
define us; they remind us that we are human. We accept imperfection so we can also
embrace humility.
…And even
under these circumstances, we should always be Thankful nonetheless.
Linggo, Setyembre 18, 2016
"I'd rather have five years of being in love and just really completely happy than 20 years of not having anybody." -Katie Prager
I was looking back on my life And all the things I've done to me I'm still looking for the answers I'm still searching for the key
The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me It just won't leave me alone I still find it all a mystery Could it be a dream?
The road to nowhere.... leads to me.
Through all the happiness and sorrow I guess I'd do it all again Live for today and not tomorrow It's still the road that never ends
The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me It just won't leave me alone I still find it all a mystery Could it be a dream?
The road to nowhere.... leads to me.
Aahh, aahh The road to nowhere's gonna pass me by Aahh, aahh I hope we never have to say goodbye I never wanna live without you, yeah
The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me It just won't leave me alone I still find it all a mystery Could it be a dream?
The road to nowhere.... leads to me.
The road to nowhere leads to me The road to nowhere leads to me You got to, got to, got to lead to me The road to nowhere leads to me You got to, got to, got to lead to me You got to, got to, got to lead to me
I rarely get to like love stories. But once in a while though, I stumble upon simple flicks that eventually become my favorite movies. I think it has a lot to do with my state of mind at the time when I see the motion picture; they don’t necessarily have to be films which were recently shown in cinemas. They are always just incidental. And in this case, it may have put a little amusement to the forlorn life I’ve been living lately. Yes, I know. I am THAT shallow already.
I still had a few days of sick leave left when I happened to watch “The Age of Adaline” on HBO. I didn’t want to leave the house just yet. I wanted to savor my remaining days of recuperation. The movie was quite interesting, considering it had that supernatural element I always look for in a love story. I’ve seen it twice; and it has become one of my favorite (unusual) love stories, along with “The Adjustment Bureau” and “About Time”,
which I’ve both seen more than twice.
'START AGAIN' is taken from The Age of Adaline Original Motion Picture Soundtrack, one of my current “Last Song Syndrome” songs these days. The tune continually haunts my mind, along with another song from another soundtrack, 'CASTLE' by Halsey, from The Huntsman: Winter’s War Soundtrack. Both eerie but equally beautiful songs.
There’s a part of me that’s holding on to something which might not be reciprocated. It has been expressed that I don’t have anything to look forward to, and I hate myself for not fully believing! IT IS NOT THE FAULT OF ANOTHER IF WE SUFFER FROM NOT BEING LOVED. IT IS OURS ALONE. I am but a stubborn, melancholic fool. Maybe someday... But ‘maybe’ is still only a maybe. Because the future is full of uncertainty.
