Miyerkules, Nobyembre 2, 2016

CHEW ON SILENCE

A recent conversation with my dentist:

“Sir Jase, your work doesn’t involve much talking, does it?”

“Well sometimes it does. But mostly when I’m alone at the office, I’m just quietly working. HECK, SOMETIMES EVEN WHEN I’M NOT ALONE, I DON’T TALK AT ALL WHEN I AM NOT ADDRESSED. HAHAHA!!! Why do you ask, Doc?”

“Frequent movement of the jaw (NOT NECESSARILY EATING A LOT) helps in the production of more saliva which then contributes to your overall oral health. Conversing regularly or chewing bubble gum replicates this. In chewing bubble gum, some minute leftovers will stick to it, hence lesser bacteria inside your mouth when you spit it out. As long as you rinse with your prescription mouthwash before and after, your teeth will be fine.”

(I thought, “SERIOUSLY? It’s my first time to hear something like that from someone of his profession. It's as if he's encouraging me to chew gum. Oh well, he must know what he’s saying. He’s a dentist, anyway. And he’s always been right for several years now.”)

“OK doc.”

--This has nothing to do with my dental appointment, but I realized that for the past four and a half years, I learned to shut my mouth and just observe more. Partly thanks to ‘failure’ and humiliation, three times over. I choose to be silent in certain company because my mere presence makes them uncomfortable, even if I’m very happy to see them. Less or no talk from me means less suffering for them. Chapped lips are a positive thing for me, after all.


But I really have to say, after months of use, I still find the mouthwash quite expensive Doc. And it still stings. L



Huwebes, Oktubre 27, 2016

IT MAY NOT BE

Sometimes it’s not the cause itself that we’re afraid of, it’s the overall effect. In the same way, it may not be you yourself, but those around you. We want to think that we’re not selfish, but at times we finally want to be. 

And why be "afraid" in the first place?

Lunes, Oktubre 10, 2016

#hippopotamus!!

May katrabaho ako na nag-describe sa dating boss niya na sinabi, “Grabe, ang taba nun! Babuy na baboy talaga!!” Tapos nung nakita ko yung tinutukoy niya, mas malaki pa pala ako kaysa dun. Nasabi ko lang sa sarili ko, “Eh ano na ako ngayon?!”


#hippopotamus!!         #nyak


Huwebes, Setyembre 29, 2016

BE THANKFUL FOR FRAILTIES

I have frailties, both in and out of the physical.

I have some attributes most people don’t possess; and believe me, they’re not really things to be proud of. They can’t be categorized as “special abilities”, they’re just traits. However unusual some are, I’ve learned to live with them. They are proof that certain things in life aren’t for me.

Flaws don’t define us; they remind us that we are human. We accept imperfection so we can also embrace humility.

…And even under these circumstances, we should always be Thankful nonetheless.


Linggo, Setyembre 18, 2016

"I'd rather have five years of being in love and just really completely happy than 20 years of not having anybody." 
-Katie Prager 

Biyernes, Setyembre 16, 2016

Ozzy Osbourne - "Road to Nowhere"




THE ROAD TO NOWHERE by Ozzy Osbourne

I was looking back on my life
And all the things I've done to me
I'm still looking for the answers
I'm still searching for the key

The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me
It just won't leave me alone
I still find it all a mystery
Could it be a dream?

The road to nowhere.... leads to me.

Through all the happiness and sorrow
I guess I'd do it all again
Live for today and not tomorrow
It's still the road that never ends

The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me
It just won't leave me alone
I still find it all a mystery
Could it be a dream?

The road to nowhere.... leads to me.

Aahh, aahh
The road to nowhere's gonna pass me by
Aahh, aahh
I hope we never have to say goodbye
I never wanna live without you, yeah


The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me
It just won't leave me alone
I still find it all a mystery
Could it be a dream?

The road to nowhere.... leads to me.

The road to nowhere leads to me
The road to nowhere leads to me
You got to, got to, got to lead to me
The road to nowhere leads to me
You got to, got to, got to lead to me
You got to, got to, got to lead to me

Ooohhh... the road to nowhere


Martes, Setyembre 6, 2016

Start Again Lyrics - The Age Of Adaline Soundtrack (Rob Simonsen & Faux ...




I rarely get to like love stories. But once in a while though, I stumble upon simple flicks that eventually become my favorite movies. I think it has a lot to do with my state of mind at the time when I see the motion picture; they don’t necessarily have to be films which were recently shown in cinemas. They are always just incidental. And in this case, it may have put a little amusement to the forlorn life I’ve been living lately. Yes, I know. I am THAT shallow already.

I still had a few days of sick leave left when I happened to watch “The Age of Adaline” on HBO. I didn’t want to leave the house just yet. I wanted to savor my remaining days of recuperation. The movie was quite interesting, considering it had that supernatural element I always look for in a love story. I’ve seen it twice; and it has become one of my favorite (unusual) love stories, along with “The Adjustment Bureau” and “About Time”,
which I’ve both seen more than twice.

'START AGAIN' is taken from The Age of Adaline Original Motion Picture Soundtrack, one of my current “Last Song Syndrome” songs these days. The tune continually haunts my mind, along with another song from another soundtrack, 'CASTLE' by Halsey, from The Huntsman: Winter’s War Soundtrack. Both eerie but equally beautiful songs.

There’s a part of me that’s holding on to something which might not be reciprocated. It has been expressed that I don’t have anything to look forward to, and I hate myself for not fully believing! IT IS NOT THE FAULT OF ANOTHER IF WE SUFFER FROM NOT BEING LOVED. IT IS OURS ALONE. I am but a stubborn, melancholic fool. Maybe someday... But ‘maybe’ is still only a maybe. Because the future is full of uncertainty.