I know there's a silver lining somewhere...

Bakit? nag-perform naman sila sa Wish Bus, ha. We celebrate the artist, not their affiliation/s. Hehehe...

I’ll just be right here…

THE ABYSS… For me, probably one of the best science fiction movies of all time. It’s been a while since I last saw it. This was shown in theaters year 1989. I was so amazed by their ‘portable remote messaging technology’ at that time. I thought it would be very useful in real life. A decade later, SMS (Short Message Service) or “text messaging” as it came to be known, started to become widely and commonly used in the world of telecommunications.

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I didn’t look or wait for her today, despite the anticipated pattern. I realized that even if I get to know her, she will always “fall on your shadow”— because her resemblance to you was the first (and maybe the only) thing I will ever get attracted to. That way, she’ll always be an alternative; only a second option. And nobody wants that for themselves.

I don’t know what the future holds, especially now; if I still have a chance with you, if perhaps you could reconsider, and more importantly if you’re still single in the first place, or why I’m even entertaining this feeling at all in this time of pandemic. All I know is that I still love you, however crazy it seems.

I have nowhere to go. I’ll just be right here… for you. IF you need me.

Ben&Ben - Sa Susunod na Habang Buhay | Official Lyric Video

Ito na yata ang pinakamalungkot na kanta na narinig ko ngayong covid season. Naiiyak ako... 😥😪😭

Pre-GCQ Rant

“Na-trauma na ako nung nabundol ako ng tricycle tol. Ayoko ng motor. Kahit bike nga, ayoko na rin. Hindi ko makalimutan yung pakiramdam na tinahi yung anit ko (balat sa bungo), kahit nakahiga at nakapikit na ako nun, nasusuka pa rin ako. Yung nabaling buto ko, parang hindi nabalik sa dati. Tumutunog na kapag nag-uunat ako. May ‘bukol’ na yung buto, masakit kapag naiipit. Na-trauma ako kasi kahit minsan maingat tayo, may mga gagong motorista na humahawak ng manibela. Marahil lesson yun sa akin, pero ayoko na ng motor.”

My orthopaedic surgeon even maximized my health card at that time. But I just hate it now when people tell me to “buy a motorcycle or bike.”

Hindi lahat ng applicable sa iyo ay applicable sa akin. Iba-iba tayo. Ganun lang yun.

Hindi Ko Ipipilit

Parang nangyari na ‘to. Sa maraming paraan, totoo nga.

Nabago na ang pananaw ko at nasa sa buhay sa loob ng nakaraang sampung taon. Yung hangarin pa rin ang kaligayahan at kabutihan ng isang taong patuloy na bumibigo sa akin… masaya ako na natutunan ko yun. Bakit nga ba kasi ang kulit ko? HAHAHA!!! :-D Pero maganda pa rin ‘di ba? Kahit na pinagkamalian ko na nga ng maraming beses, hindi pa rin naman siguro nasayang yung sampung taon.

Huwag ka nang mag-alala… hindi na ako lalapit uli sa ‘yo sa anomang paraan. Kung sa maliit na bagay nga lang, hindi na kita malapitan,eh. Pasensya na talaga ha. At least makakamit mo na ang katahimikang inaasam mo. Yung “blocked” ako sa ‘yo, okey yan, ituloy mo yan. Pabor yan sa ating dalawa. Napatunayan ko na kasi— na umiiwas ka na talaga sa akin. Ang hirap kasi kapag mag-message pa ako sa ‘yo ng direkta, iba na talaga ang dating mo ngayon,eh. Kaya naglalabas na lang ako dito ng saloobin. At saka baka lalo ka pang mabuwiset sa akin! HAHAHA!!! :-D Palaban ka na masyado. Baka mainis pa ako. Parang nung nagkasagutan tayo last year sa fb messenger. Pati yung pananalita mo sa chat group sa dati nating kasamang presidente. Masyado kang maraming sinasabi. Sorry talaga. Pero mabuti pa ring nagpakumbaba ka nung huli. Isang ugali mo na hinahangaan ko hanggang ngayon. Ang payo ko sa ‘yo— hinay-hinay sa katarayan at kasungitan. Pare-pareho lang tayong nagtitiis.

Sa tingin ko, medyo malinaw naman ang pag-iisip ko sa panahong sinusulat ko ito… kahit na hindi ka maniwala sa akin, hindi ako galit sa ‘yo.

Humihingi uli ako ng tawad… sa lahat-lahat.

All I Want Is You (U2 At The BBC)

One of my favorite U2 songs... <3 

Radiohead - Creep

"CREEP" by Radiohead

When you're here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In the beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

Oh-oh, oh-oh....

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run rrruuunnn....
Rrruuunnn.....

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

I don't belong here....