Ito na yata ang pinakamalungkot na kanta na narinig ko ngayong covid season. Naiiyak ako... 😥😪ðŸ˜
Old "cardboard" container for commentaries, favorite tunes, ideas and stories (even fiction) tucked away under my bed. A journal of sorts.
Miyerkules, Hunyo 10, 2020
Linggo, Mayo 31, 2020
Pre-GCQ Rant
“Na-trauma na ako nung nabundol ako ng tricycle tol. Ayoko ng motor. Kahit bike nga, ayoko na rin. Hindi ko makalimutan yung pakiramdam na tinahi yung anit ko (balat sa bungo), kahit nakahiga at nakapikit na ako nun, nasusuka pa rin ako. Yung nabaling buto ko, parang hindi nabalik sa dati. Tumutunog na kapag nag-uunat ako. May ‘bukol’ na yung buto, masakit kapag naiipit. Na-trauma ako kasi kahit minsan maingat tayo, may mga gagong motorista na humahawak ng manibela. Marahil lesson yun sa akin, pero ayoko na ng motor.”
My orthopaedic surgeon even maximized my health card at that time. But I just hate it now when people tell me to “buy a motorcycle or bike.”
Hindi lahat ng applicable sa iyo ay applicable sa akin. Iba-iba tayo. Ganun lang yun.
Sabado, Mayo 9, 2020
Hindi Ko Ipipilit
Parang nangyari na ‘to. Sa
maraming paraan, totoo nga.
Nabago na ang pananaw ko
at nasa sa buhay sa loob ng nakaraang sampung taon. Yung hangarin pa rin ang
kaligayahan at kabutihan ng isang taong patuloy na bumibigo sa akin… masaya ako
na natutunan ko yun. Bakit nga ba kasi ang kulit ko? HAHAHA!!! :-D Pero maganda
pa rin ‘di ba? Kahit na pinagkamalian ko na nga ng maraming beses, hindi pa rin
naman siguro nasayang yung sampung taon.
Huwag ka nang mag-alala… hindi
na ako lalapit uli sa ‘yo sa anomang paraan. Kung sa maliit na bagay nga lang,
hindi na kita malapitan,eh. Pasensya na talaga ha. At least makakamit mo
na ang katahimikang inaasam mo. Yung “blocked” ako sa ‘yo, okey
yan, ituloy mo yan. Pabor yan sa ating dalawa. Napatunayan ko na kasi— na umiiwas
ka na talaga sa akin. Ang hirap kasi kapag mag-message pa ako sa ‘yo ng direkta,
iba na talaga ang dating mo ngayon,eh. Kaya naglalabas na lang ako dito ng saloobin. At
saka baka lalo ka pang mabuwiset sa akin! HAHAHA!!! :-D Palaban ka na masyado. Baka
mainis pa ako. Parang nung nagkasagutan tayo last year sa fb messenger.
Pati yung pananalita mo sa chat group sa dati nating kasamang presidente.
Masyado kang maraming sinasabi. Sorry talaga. Pero mabuti pa ring nagpakumbaba ka
nung huli. Isang ugali mo na hinahangaan ko hanggang ngayon. Ang payo ko sa
‘yo— hinay-hinay sa katarayan at kasungitan. Pare-pareho lang tayong nagtitiis.
Sa tingin ko, medyo
malinaw naman ang pag-iisip ko sa panahong sinusulat ko ito… kahit na hindi ka
maniwala sa akin, hindi ako galit sa ‘yo.
Humihingi uli ako ng tawad…
sa lahat-lahat.
Lunes, Marso 23, 2020
Miyerkules, Pebrero 12, 2020
Radiohead - Creep
"CREEP" by Radiohead
When you're here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
You float like a feather
In the beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
Oh-oh, oh-oh....
She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run rrruuunnn....
Rrruuunnn.....
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here....
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
In the beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
Oh-oh, oh-oh....
She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run rrruuunnn....
Rrruuunnn.....
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
Martes, Pebrero 11, 2020
:(
Days of joy, days of sadness, slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert
It's a dream, I'm in love with you...
--"Endless Rain", X-Japan
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert
It's a dream, I'm in love with you...
--"Endless Rain", X-Japan
Biyernes, Pebrero 7, 2020
THE GREATEST SHOWMAN - "THIS IS ME"
My favorite song from the movie. Although the music genre (modern pop musical-- I think) does not coincide with the timeline of the movie's story (Pre-Industrial Revolution-- I think), this is still a good film. Beautiful!
(I DO NOT OWN THE MUSIC VIDEO)
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