Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise

After a hard day's work... uh, make that a bad day's work, I wish I could have someone to talk to. That would be pretty amazing! I got low today. Not only at work. This tune is sad but beautiful; one of my most favorite songs ever. And yes, that's "Mayonaise" with a single "n".

It's that time again when I just want to scream and get away from it all. I have to take more of THAT anti-depressant, otherwise known as Prayer.



"MAYONAISE" by Smashing Pumpkins

Fool enough to almost be it,
Cool enough to not quite see it...
Doomed.
Pick your pocket full of sorrow,
Run away with me tomorrow...
June.

Try and ease the pain
Somehow, feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go

I send a heart to all my dearies,
When your love is so, so dreary...
Dream.
I'll run into the straight and narrow,
While the harlots of my perils...
Scream.

And I fail...
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
The way I can, I will


Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given
Back.
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
Cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling

So bad...
When I can, I will
Words defy the plans
But When I can, I will

Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this

No more promise, no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me?
I just want to be... me.
When I can, I will
Try to understand
The way I can, 
I will...